As the tide is coming in for 2008 i started to wonder what things have i done. Have i seen the things i wanted to see, been to places that i wanted to go , and done things that i will remeber for the rest of my life? well to answer those questions is difficult cause i have not done things i wanted to do or seen things i wanted to see. Wow i feel like this year is somewhat of a waste. This year was the year that i should remeber as a fun and fulling year i have so much going on and not much to show for it. I mean there are some things that i enjoyed but the stuff that i really wanted to do was not accomplished and that is entirely my fault, and i hate to say it but it is. My fault for not seeing what i wanted and going for it but letting other people tell me what to do and how to do it instead of letting my heart tell me how and what to do since in the long run knowing i did it for me is better then remebering being told to do something by someone that i might not rememebr a couple of years done the road.
So my new year resolution is to do things for but also for God, and doing what my heart says and not the people around me say.
