The first week of my senior year is over. I wish i could say that this year is going to be a piece of cake....but it is more like a whirpool pf things that i need to get done....fast! Whether it is just waking up on time for school or it is to making sure i can follow insructions for applications to a T. So many things to but all i want to do is slow down and enjoy what i have in my life right now. Just want to be creative and be care free of what i want to do. Why is it that i feel so out of place with everything? i am going through the motions but i feel nothing when i do them.
I come to realize that by doing all things i need to do my happiness suffers. And to love your life is to be happy. But if i dont do the things i need to do my life might not be as happy in 10 years as i thouht it would be. so how do you compromise it?
I have turned my back on some things that have made me truely happy in the past. And trying to turn back around seems to be and a little scary to me.
